I polarize in order to question
Stabilizing fearlessness
I seal the output of intelligence
With the lunar tone of challenge
I am guided by the power of elegance

You Were Meant

All of This:

 

it is preparation for walking in the world
as Light.
 

You have been found now,
and the running of many lifetimes
is over.
 

So as each layer of dust
is wiped clean from the surface,
the You
you have known
must disperse.

Let this Light become
your Speech & your Silence.

Let the grief
that has lived you
pass away.

Let the people
who love You
Love Themselves.

Let the Earth shake,
the Stars burn,
the Skies break
when You do:

as painful as this part is,
 

You were meant to know your Light.

 

-Em Claire 

I deeply, from the bottom of my heart, wish you the best and Highest good. I release you and my relationship with you into God's capable Hands and I pray for total peace and healing in your life. I shall no longer be drained or hurt by the things you do, say, or feel. You are God's to hold, not mine.

Teach Us to Heal

Why do the innocent ones cry so

For a taste of Your sweet warmth..

Their blood on our hands

sticky and stained to the lonely

concrete walls inside of our world

that we carefully whitewash as we smile

with broken hearts

Living flesh a canvas for hellish scars, stories

Where is their refuge from

this evil that strips and scalds....

if Your Love is so big

  if Your Love is so big..

We have chosen Fear,

We have believed that

All beautiful things, must have thorns

We have created a devil with horns

And so we  s e p a r a t e  and segregate

In order to not feel the pain

Conflicted and inflicted upon the universe

To be absorbed and stained

God is Love

Every creature, born from this energy

Blueprint becomes choosing, a gift

What we breathe in, will be released

For another to take inside, while looking above

Teach us to heal, God

In thought, deed, and breath

And search for truth in joy

For we will never completely know

Your mysterious and deep ways

Condemnation is a mortal trap

But divinity is creating, choosing anew

Fear or Love, which will sponsor our actions?

How will we create with this power given?

Oh, to smile, love, and celebrate!

And when skies are darkened , to do it all again

For His Love is so big,

For His Love is so big.

Obsession

"What can I do with my obsession
With the things I cannot see
It's a madness in my being
It's the wind that blows the tree
Sometimes Your further than the moon
Sometimes Your closer than my skin
You surround me like a winter fall
You come and burn me with a kiss
And my heart burns for You
And my heart burns for You"


   

 Yet in Your raw
                           POWER
                                          You whisper sweet nothings in my ear..






And my heart burns    for  You..

The Boy Who Was Brave

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough

to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

God, please forgive me for this....

But right now, I actually know and understand what it feels like inside before someone goes to cut them self. The pain is so much, that you actually think you can let it out of your body somehow...and that maybe, feeling it will make you forget that endless ripping and tearing inside.

Oh God, forgive me for my darkest moments, please please forgive me.